Oh My God...Oh My God...

haiz today many thing wan me to think...
i think n think n think wat i wan to do after i finish my SPM...
i study form 6?? or foundation lerh??
haiz ...my future like a grey sky..alwiz dark dark de...
no money to study college..how..?
haiz...
and another thing is...
my basketball skill not gud ad...
sad...who can help me....